miércoles, diciembre 30

Goodbye my lover ...


Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.


I have the damaged heart, you do not imagine as I miss you and I must last, I must continue, I must learn to live without you, I love you and as you do not exist any more, no extraterrestrial is any more than you . . . but, I MUST CONTINUE! . . . of this form as you want, I far from you and you far from my . . . but, I MUST CONTINUE!

I am here still, I love you still.-

miércoles, diciembre 23

-LOVE-


¡Ya me siento completamente perdida en ti!

-seis-


"...Aún sabiendo que quizás es lo mejor, se me ha parado todo alrededor, me quedé sin voz..."

Es momento ya!
Aún me cuesta entender, comprender y aceptar que esto se acabó ><>

Y estoy tratando de respirar solita, pensar en mi y cuesta porque no me acostumbro a ser YO, SOLO YO! me acostumbre tanto a pensar en ti, en las dos, que no recordaba como era yo y tampoco quiero volver atrás y ser la misma Alexandra de antes, quiero avanzar, ser alguien nueva! pero te tengo impregnada en mi, que aún me miro y te veo a ti :(

¿REALIDAD? quizás es verdad, tengo que aterrizar, pero no quisiera nunca perder el don que tengo para la ANTIGRAVEDAD!

Tengo muchas cosas que aclararme, que renovar, que arreglar, que guardar! a ti te guardaré (L)! porque tengo mil razones para no olvidarte! quizás tengo que OLVIDARNOS! olvidar un tú & yo! pero jamás olvidaré ese .-